Today on the way home from Toyama Park after journalling, I saw the Sky tree in the distance for the first time.

When I saw it, I thought of the time when we were on the bus coming back from Ishinomaki to Tokyo. Shun had pointed out the Sky tree in the distance and the four of us just followed it with our eyes as the bus moved along, it was like a landmark that we knew we could look out for, the most obvious symbol reminding us that we were now in Tokyo.

I’ll never forget turning into Tokyo from the highway. I was sad, because I knew my week in Ishinomaki had truly come to an end, but I was also in awe, because Tokyo is such an awesome city. such such such an awesome city.

Today, seeing the sky tree in the distance reminded me of that feeling. I’m so in love with Japan, and so so blessed to be here.

So filled with hope. Because the LORD said, There is hope in my future.

And hope that is seen is not hope, for why does one still hope for what he sees? But if I hope for what I do not see, I eagerly wait for it with perseverance.

And finally, “Though the fig tree may not blossom, nor fruits be on the vines; though the labor of the olive may fail, and the fields yield no food; though the flock may be cut off from the fold, and there be no herd in the stalls — Yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will joy in the LORD of my salvation.”

Habakkuk 3:17-18

がんばれ、イザベル!!

今学期の成績ちょっとやばいけど来学期に日本語まじめな勉強しないと!!

あきらめないよ

it’s not the first time, so i will use it as a motivation and work really hard on my Japanese!

because i’m isabel :)

Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful. Hebrews 10:23

 

Even when it feels like all hope is lost and I’m discouraged and can’t see a way out, I choose to continue believing in my God. 

Recently i met some really incredible japanese people.

ohhh, i wanna be as awesome as them!

keep going, keep moving up!

I wanna fly, get away from all these and just spend some time outside of Tokyo by myself. and see japan! see japan!

yappari missing the times in ishinomaki and missing the people. but life moves on, it’s all good.

 

I’ve been walking home from the station via a different route, away from the main road that everyone walks through. It’s really nice, because it’s mainly residential and reminds me of my own neighborhood back in Singapore.

I like that.

It feels like something I can claim exclusively as my own, without having to share with the masses of commuters passing through baba everyday. It reminds me that I’m living in Tokyo.

Japan isn’t just about geishas and maikos and shrines and temples. It isn’t just about manga, anime and all those incomprehensible idol groups. To me, Japan is just what it is, just the very way it is.

Happy belated Valentine’s!

 

even as the one-year anniversary of the 3.11 tsunami approaches, nippon ganbare!!

i love this nation so much, and i love its people so much.

It’s such a beautiful day and I’m so so so so so so glad I’m in Tokyo. The sky in Tokyo is the most beautiful.

I’m so happy that I get to live in Tokyo, in Japan. How blesseddddd I am!

THANK YOU!!!!!!

and thank you, Ishinomaki, for everything.

no no, too fast! God, I don’t want to go back to Singapore.

Hawaii, Lord, Hawaii.

i want a guy who’s not just madly in love with me, but who’s also madly in love with God. who has the same values as me, and share a vision similar to mine. i want a guy who loves people, who wants to be a leader so that he can serve others. i want a guy who’s generous and cool. i want a guy who has good taste in films hahaha.

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